This week was hard. I spent two days completely passed out with one of the worst migraines I’ve ever had. I threw up more times than I can count and could not kick the migraine i had. Coupled with an exhausting couple of weeks, I was having trouble keeping a kingdom perspective. And you know what, obedience to God’s plan is really hard sometimes.
But I’m reminded that even though my perspective gets flawed and i get fleshy and selfish – God is faithful. And even when I feel like I’m alone and so far away from everyone who loves me – I’m not, He is with me. And the best thing is that He loves me gently through it. He loves me through my selfishness and through all my fleshiness. And it’s his kindness that leads me to repentance.
And I know that I really don’t ever walk alone. He never leaves me alone. And he has given me every reason to trust him. He has given me every reason to believe that his ways are higher than my own. I just have to remember this daily. And let him restore my soul everyday.
